Sighh...

Well apparently, overseas Chinese are the last to be allowed to apply to volunteer during the Beijing Olympics, like we're bloody outcasts.I can only apply in March. People in Beijing, including foreigners, get to apply...today. Next come the people in other provinces, people in HK and Taiwan, and lastly...me. I find it kind of insulting. They say they need 10000 volunteers. With a population like China's, my chances look like shit. All I can say is...I'm heartbroken.

I also miss Singapore and China and everywhere else that I was in August 2005 like a mother. It's like, all I think about. I want to see my friends, go hiking in weirdass looking mountains, eat food from street vendors,...fuck, being in the heart of Silicon Valley is highly, highly overrated.

I am one psychological mess right now. Sighh....

And so the story goes...